I don't meet guys when i go out .. hmm maybe that's bad ?
anyways in some ways I smile and feel wow life is cool in Tokyo. where else can I keep needn't single girls so often ... but then when I really think about it, it's so difficult to find someone you really can love and be compatible with.
my friend thinks we are too old for love. maybe ... hmm or we have a bad habit of picking losers to date ?
I recently went on few dates w this JAL girl. 31-33 I think, pretty but aging and seems to like me. but I am finding her annoying or just not they interesting so I am thinking I gotta dodge her. the issues so far
- doesn't stay in contact much like no chat. I am needy I guess
- never offers to pay anything
- seems to have princess complex - I asked her to stand in line to buy some chicken at a fair and she was like no -- I was astounded like wtf ?? so I had to go line up.
- just bored don't sense true love
sigh ... sex is good but no love . weird . I guess sex is cheap and easy. then again true love .. is an illusion. but it's an illusion we all chase
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