Well its an Opus one kind of month...
- turned 40
- girlfriend and I broke up
- got sick twice in 30 days
Feeling depressed about it all and again pondering the meaning of life. I'll probably know by this point that there is no real meaning, life is just a cycle -- you do what you want while you are alive and when its over, you become dust in the wind.
So living without angst is probably best... but I'm deep down more emotional than I may seem. So I go thru these cycles of weakeness in the heart and later rebound I guess to be my usual calm and baroque self.
Anyways tonight I drink cheap wine because other than the above, I also recently feel like I'm making zero progress towards making it rich!
- turned 40
- girlfriend and I broke up
- got sick twice in 30 days
Feeling depressed about it all and again pondering the meaning of life. I'll probably know by this point that there is no real meaning, life is just a cycle -- you do what you want while you are alive and when its over, you become dust in the wind.
So living without angst is probably best... but I'm deep down more emotional than I may seem. So I go thru these cycles of weakeness in the heart and later rebound I guess to be my usual calm and baroque self.
Anyways tonight I drink cheap wine because other than the above, I also recently feel like I'm making zero progress towards making it rich!
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