Mission in Life

I desperately need a mission in life.

I don't know what to do to discover it though.  I wonder whats wrong with me.   Let me look at my life.

The good:
- I have a good job
- I have money
- I have a 24yo girlfriend who is nice and pretty
- I am pretty healthy

The bad:
- No passion in life
- No serious hobbies outside Snowboarding
- Mom is in bad health
- Sometimes feel lack of brotherhood of friends next to me

I'm not sure what gap to fill.  I don't sleep well at night because I think about this stuff... only thing keeping me connected to reality is probably work.   And I often think about removing that work part of the equation.. as I do the gf part.  If I let go of all the material things, what I have left.. is real ?  Or is it nothing?

Maybe I'll go buy that $20,000 Vacheron Constantin watch in Nov when I swing thru Singapore.  That should keep me happy for a few days.

Hmmm... guess I'll have a beer and read a book tonight.   I really want to get off my ass and finish my iphone program.  Uggg...