Obsession

I know its so weird, but i was reading about why men like boobs.
I feel obsessed at times over it..  maybe I'm sick?  I dunno.  But I definitely find them tantalizing as most men do.

Anyways one must not let these desires destroy us... its so easy to become obsessed.

I had a long vacation where my buddy got married.  He married a nice wealthy lawyer.  It made me think.. is that what I should do?  He took his assets and doubled or quadripled them w/ marriage.. and even with raising a family will be set for a nice retirement now (assuming she doesn't flip out and divorce and sue him later).

My last few gf's (in Japan of course) are those that are negative draws on my financials and possibility of retirement..  take my assets and divide and reduce them..  perhaps I am realizing the right thing to do.  Not so much to marry into money, but to marry into a situation that doesn't bring you down..

Though I am thinking only $ and materially.  Perhaps I need to think wholistically...  is there a price for a good mother, true love, and youth ?   Yeah its called 1/2 of your wealth.

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