Thursday, June 7, 2012

Death approaches all

I'm almost 40.
Last night I felt some bump in my groin area.  I thought oh shit, I have cancer.
This morning I was bit worried so skipped work to go to doc.  I read alot of net info and self-diagnosed that I don't have cancer, I have a inguinal hernia - where some of my gut has protruded into my leg cavity via the hole where my nuts had once passed down while my body formed in the womb.

I even told my boss I have a hernia and may need surgery.  I felt sad and thought damn.. its because i'm so fat...  need to stay more fit.

Waited 2hrs at doc office.  Doc feels my groin and says "hmm this is a lymphnode" you probably have some infection.  I said wtf ?   He said no that can't be hernia its wrong place.

I was like oh shit.  Dang.  Antibiotics.  Maybe its that fatal new Gonohrea strain ?

Makes me think.. life is short am I really living the right life?  Should I have some wife take care of me at home and shit or should I live the life of solitude?


On other front, I am writing an iphone app.  It is going to be big.  I need to get a patent.


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