Anyways I am in Macau relaxing poolside while I wait for some friends and I feel ... Peace and tranquility ... Like harmony. I think I've also started to come to terms w ideas of bearing a family and the stress behind it...
One has to realize something about me to understand my qualms - while many poorer and less able have families I dwell on my past experience of my dad going thru personal financial collapse ... I can only imagine the regret and sorrow at his deathbed having left his family in dire straights... Hence .. Some reservation
But alas I'm almost 40 - I think I can survive the corporate game. I should go for it and get married and have a family.
Yep I will start to focus .....
Note I went to Hugo boss to look at jeans and girl gave me attitude like 1- I'm poor 2- I'm too fat to wear Hugo ! Wtf. And burrberry don't have 30 length pants wtf who in Asia is so tall ?????
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