Other updates

1. losing lotta money in the market
2. i did buy the AP watch, and
a) scratched it a few places
b) broke after 1 month and had it in shop under warrany for 1 month repair
3. new gf is turning out to be very nice gal, though kinda gets drunk alot which i'm not found of. but she made dinner last night, and breakfast and does laundry and sweeps floor sometimes so overall she's not bad. keeper? maybe, jury is out after 2months.
4. i am getting damn fat. i am going to try to do a daily 10min workout of slamming some weights at least to keep a little activity.. if i could run 15min then that'd be holy grail

we are getting old. as oldman tombo says.. we dont have time....

Ahh work stress

work is tough.. when u become the bossman.. u have to deal w/ the fun of upside and growth, and the downside of dying company losses...

i ponder what i should do if faced w/ the decision of needing to fire someone for cost cutting.

1. do u fire who is not needed purely on talent/merit/skills?
2. do u fire based on who u think is going to leave anyways
3. do u fire based on who u r friends w/ and who your loyalty is with?

sigh its tough... i'm cold hearted, but even then its tough.

Reality

Its interesting.. I was watching "Friday Night Lights" -- final season. I really think this is a great series.. one of the best I've seen. Watching the coach in this show makes me think about what a leader should be like (conversely watching Office is a great one to learn what not to do).

The characters in the show have so many challenges and issues growing up.. broken families, dads in prison or out of town or drunk.. or no parents at all. Its quite interesting because this is not reality its TV, but for me I think of it as true reality. The worlds are flipped around for me -- because I find my life to be lacking reality in many ways...

But if one believes in fate and karma then one can expect.. there's no free lunch in the long run. There is an algorithm called "no free lunch" as well.

Anyways I have a long weekend to relax since I didn't go to my 20th reunion. Omg.. getting so old.....

Cigar and Highs

Do cigar's get you high?

Well I'm smoking a Cohiba Siglo IV now on a bit of a windy day on my balcony -- this is a long cigar and damn I think yes.. its definitely something chemical.. maybe like dope or crack, i hope i dont have a stroke as a result.

I found smoking a small one in a closed room like a cigar bar will also get you high.

Anyways.. on highs in life.. i dunno. I am now into July. I shall have 4 months to push some shit at work to really make some killer deliveries and focus... but i'm so lazy.

Okay this was a pointless post.