Whats Love...

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/tracy-mcmillan/why-youre-not-married_b_822088.html

Is love that important in life?

I ponder love alot.. what is true love.. what is monkey love.. what is passion vs lust vs companionship and how does it equate to love.

I think I have been in true love a few times.. definitely lust many times, and had great companionship. True love would be something that overwhelms and nearly destroys ones life.. as its power is documented in film/books/etc for long as one can research back. It is the most powerful vice around.

I seek true love.. but at the same time I feel my days have past.. I've seeked for a while, and now I'm in thinking of settling down w/ someone who is a companion more than a true love. Whether thats good or bad I'm not sure. I'm pondering it.. pondering deeply in fact.

The TV show The Office has a great romance .. I'm sure for many it strikes a chord for anyone who has had similar unfulfilled love..

Another Bonus comes and goes

Well I guess it came, and it went.
I got a bunch of stock oh shit.. worthless stock dammit.

Anyways I wish timing in my career were such that I could just take a year off and hibernate.. snowboard.. repent on life.. read.. relax.. and enjoy everything. Unfortunately that is not my life. Instead I think i'll buy a new watch and waste my money since someone has to help stimulate the economy.

I am going to dump some HPQ stock as well.