Saturday, October 8, 2011

Hmmmm... humanity

Jobs dies.

We are all human, what can I say.


As I ponder existence.. and my personal struggles for sanity, love, and success..  I can't help but think about random things like Dr.Manhattan from the Watchmen -- if I could see time the same way he does..  without sequence.  I wonder what is next in life.  Will I have a child I wonder?   Honestly I dont feel the need..   I have bad genes.. my uncle (mom's side) apparently has some fatal disease (though he must be almost 80 by now)..  cancer maybe?  I'll find out Tuesday when I talk to mom.

One thing about life.. ithas an end to it.   I ponder what my end will be like.

Maybe I should have a baby afterall or should I quit and retire in Vietnam before I become a dinosaur.

Not very deep tonight, sorry. 


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