hmmmmm gaming, slacking.. the endless cycle

I started playing more games. Deus Ex, Team Fortress2, Magicka, etc etc

What am i doing with my life i wonder..

Also losing lots of money in the stock market. damn, lost 25k on a single trade recently prob will recover a few $k but most is sunk.. the money doesn't depress me but it is kinda lame

Doing good at work despite my total slackerness.. but i feel its another area I could be really doing great work, but instead just getting by. I need to take a 2 week break and just rethink things