Now I'm back...

So I'm back.. and in action, back to the grind at work, back to the tokyo action.

Thought my last blog said i shall stay in asia.. I ponder socal and hkg every other day. Hkg for adventure, socal for the easy life..

The dilemna with moving to socal is this.. Tokyo and big cities.. you meet alot of people. Being single is more fun, but at the same time, if you watched SexInTheCity you will realize its a tough town as well. Relationships come and go and your attitude changes as a result. For example, in the 2 weeks I have come back, I met at least 6 new girls (a few at the local bars, a few from outings w/ friends, etc). Now note, maybe all of them are low life bitches who want nothing more than a free drink or dinner, but there is a flow to this madness that keeps one alive...

Side note, it amazes me how much girls like to eat for free.. they don't mind going out w/ random guys just for free food and drink?? Must be some ego thing for them to know they can get a guy to pay for them?

At work I suffer.. from the affliction of my manager not having 100% faith/confidence in me. Its come to my realization.. this is a critical hinderence in my career progression. Obvoiusly its partially due to reality which is that I am not reliable and I am not motivated. However, I think it also comes with a duality which is.. people are motivated when they have something they want to work on... not everyone will give 110% on anything they are asked to do... but then again maybe thats what we need to do to be make it in this world ?

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