I recently started dating a chinese gal... though the only reason was probably her huge chest.. and I eventually got to the point of sleeping w/ her, and I realized.. what is the point of this .. is this real?
I wonder why I quesiton myself so much. There are guys out there who are 100% happy w/ the game of just sleeping with anyone they can.. but somehow I always wind up in angst about what my motivation is.
I looked at some facebook pics of an old HS friend and his friends... and noticed wow most people have family. I'd probably say 75% are married, maybe more. I'm clearly the exception, yet I find it hard to just settle down.. sure I could marry someone like Miss China but really.. can I live w/ this person forever?
While I snowboard every weekend.. and go drinking and have fun with life its easy to avoid the reality of the situation which is that we are getting old, and we will die oneday. So at the end of it all.. what will be my story?
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