I have the flu I think. Its mixed symptoms but thats my self diagnosis.
Being sick really puts me in an emotional funk.. makes me wonder, will I die alone? Will I find the right person?
My friend Homey (I use that because he's black) also wonders this alot. He is looking for his true love and has these questions alot as well. In his case I wouldn't worry because he's black and in Japan they are novelty and he picks up girls all the time. But even then, he dates a bunch but rarely meets one he really connects with.
He also has the added pressure of having a dead-end career on the helpdesk as a contractor.. and as we get old, we all have to think about how we are going to settle into our golden years. I am not sure if there are so many 50 year old programmers... but I believe there are less programmers these days so perhaps its okay. The baby boomers all die off, and I heard less people were studying CS... so will I be okay??
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