Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Life and Excercise and Destiny

I did it, I went to the gym for 1hr.

Forgive me but I am starting slow. I did 30min on the bike, and 45min of weights. I really should run because biking is boring as hell and cardio I am not into so rather do it quickly and hardcore.

However I recall telling my coworker while in the hater mood, how staying healthy doesn't do much for most people. Most people probably are destined to live whatever length they are by merit of genes and circumstance. I am thinking my ideal self, full of vigor and exercise and fiber may live to 69. My avg self of staying semi-healthy 66, and if i am a relatively lazy blob then 63. So whats that buy me.. 6 years? Is it worth it?

I suppose looking forward I don't see the merit. But at the twilight of my life as the end nears, will I cherish every waking day and hope for just one more fantasy football league, or to see one more hot girl's photo in the next issue of Playboy.. ? Hmm I'm having dark thoughts alrighty.

I think perspective would change if I had family/kids. Then I may really feel something more.

I had some bleak thoughts about getting my act together and my coworker said I was already focused and efficient. I said hahaaaa... I'm soooo good at faking!

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