Good news I realize I'm way over my SF gf at this point. Bad news is its due to my last gf. So I guess its true, new gf's transplant the prior one so its all about making new memories.
I do miss the ex-gf even though she was crazy and was of a bad breed I'd say. Its fundamentally problematic for all of us.. we like who we like and its out of control. I hear so many girls say "i can't find a man... i'm desperate" but in reality nobody is willing to go w/ someone they don't have the magic with. And if the magic is with a married person or someone who is an ass or dangerous you still go with it, because its like a drug, you want the magic so badly that you will sacrifice your dignity and at times your life to have it.
I have been there, and I know many girls (tend to be more emotionally driven) repeat the mistake over and over again.
Its humanity and many take advantage of this by playing the game -- to them I say as long as you are happy with way you live your life, then so be it. I am trying to live a life where I feel I'm doing the right thing and am a good guy (for the most part).
Anyways time will tell.
I am going to rebalance my portfolio and prepare for the big market correction. I may buy Jan '10 leaps (puts) to hedge myself.
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