I consider myself fortunate -- I've been through various types of relationships.
Yep, I've been in the boring and simple, the naughty and difficult, and etc etc. While I am happy to be have been fortunate to explore these lives I can say I am not sure now if settling down is right. Things change all the time.. can I really be happy forever w/ someone, esp given the ugly side of people I've seen in my past few relationships? Well.. maybe I'll meet a less selfish and more giving type of person. But in Tokyo.. I have my doubts.
One thing I was talking to Gae-Ho about is how he has such a simple lifestyle. He lives in his small apartment w/ his new wife and while they could upgrade and buy a house or bigger apt, they choose to live simple because it gives them the ability to travel and do other things rather than just worry about mortgage/rent. Well done.
I must say I'm the opposite. I'm creating an environment for myself that is getting more and more frivilous and expensive as the years progress. Lets see my rent is like over $4,000 a months now, I started hiring a bi-weekly cleaning lady ($60 per visit), and am thinking of weekly tennis lessons which are about $90.
I need to recalibrate my life oneday. I'm like 36 now. Holy shit. To some this is the primetime of life. To me, it could be, but I gotta get into shape or something to really enjoy it. Been working non-stop recently and its killing me.
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