My Life

I must update that my life is going to change soon.

I'm excited about it but quite shocked and disturbed that my greedy little world is coming to an end. But what will I miss most and miss least?

Will I miss dating and romping around? Absolutely not, I hated dating. Girls are bitches and superficial and its a monkey-show trying to date in a town like this. What is a monkey show..? I dont know but girls want you to entertain them like a monkey which is what I mean. Rarely you meet a quality girl.. like my coworker Baka, but they are rare indeed.

Will I miss traveling to HKG and Macau and living that life? Yes yes.. but again it was emptiness at the end of the day. Empty abandon of gambing, smoking, drinking, etc.. it lacked meaning and substance and while I loved it, I did it quite a bit. I can move on.

Will I miss the personal freedom? Yes, that is what I fear. Especially because I have a draconian wife to be. How I deal with this truly define my existance. I must have clear strategy in mind so that I can have some balance in life.

Will I miss spending carelessly? Yes, but honestly I was wasting money on random crap so its good if we can focus. Question is if wife will focus !?

Will I miss coming home to silence? I'm not sure. At times I like to come home to nothing.. and other times I like coming home to my gf. I hope to enjoy coming home to baby/child.

Do I look forward to growing up? I guess I'm 36 its about time.

End of this chapter ??