Really thinking I will settle down soon. I'm too damn tired. I went out w/ my friend last week and damn he is money. He picks up a new girl just like that. He's a super nice guy but seriously this gal was totally into him and has chased him down to her house and back to his house. I don't get that kinda play, its so annoying. haha.. not a reason to settle down, but just goes to show single life aint all that!
I have maybe one last urge left in life though.. and its a tough one. Tough call tough call.. getting old and am tired. I find going out for a few kicks on Sunday I'm tired by 8pm and want to go home and rest.
Anyways my GF is a good housewife and mom material. Sure don't make money but I guess I can support the family, what else am I living for? Hmmmm just have that one last itch at work.... Also the problem of where to work and live long term troubles me. But shit thats troubled me for years its not going to change.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Same old shit same old shit
Is it the same old shit to do the Vegas trip every year?
And then the same old shit to do the HKG trip every year?
Yes its hard to say.. if we truly need to keep re-inventing ourselves and coming up w/ new shit to do, or if the same old shit is really good
So I been to HKG and Macau like what 5 times now. Hmm its fun, gambling, smoking, drinking, etc.. lots of fun. But I look around there are 2 major types of people. The young kids and the old men who are probably married. Then there is the 3rd type which potentially me, which is the dude who has no wife and no gf and has nothing better to do with his time and money but to gamble and shit. So is that my life?
Hmmm I ponder it. I think the problem is that I'm 36 now, and I mostly hang w/ people 23-32 so a bit younger shade. Peer group is critical to the urge to merge.
Another thing is that I realize having money makes being single alot easier. Not having to worry about anything financially helps. Although it doesn't exactly help me get closer to any goal of buying a $1mm house or anything since I'm fairly unfocused on spending. I don't think I'm tracking my spending much nowadays. I imagine I'd be shocked at the amounts I pay for stuff like travel, food, and taxi. Oh well.. I figure if I do settle down that part will come under control in a natural way. If I'm single then no need to worry about myself so much.
Anyways life continues forward!! slowly anyways.
Let me think about it.. as I go to T's wedding I'll ponder marriage and kids for myself.
And then the same old shit to do the HKG trip every year?
Yes its hard to say.. if we truly need to keep re-inventing ourselves and coming up w/ new shit to do, or if the same old shit is really good
So I been to HKG and Macau like what 5 times now. Hmm its fun, gambling, smoking, drinking, etc.. lots of fun. But I look around there are 2 major types of people. The young kids and the old men who are probably married. Then there is the 3rd type which potentially me, which is the dude who has no wife and no gf and has nothing better to do with his time and money but to gamble and shit. So is that my life?
Hmmm I ponder it. I think the problem is that I'm 36 now, and I mostly hang w/ people 23-32 so a bit younger shade. Peer group is critical to the urge to merge.
Another thing is that I realize having money makes being single alot easier. Not having to worry about anything financially helps. Although it doesn't exactly help me get closer to any goal of buying a $1mm house or anything since I'm fairly unfocused on spending. I don't think I'm tracking my spending much nowadays. I imagine I'd be shocked at the amounts I pay for stuff like travel, food, and taxi. Oh well.. I figure if I do settle down that part will come under control in a natural way. If I'm single then no need to worry about myself so much.
Anyways life continues forward!! slowly anyways.
Let me think about it.. as I go to T's wedding I'll ponder marriage and kids for myself.
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