Illness and all

I must get a cold 2x a year nowadays.

I wonder what is up.  My japanese physical was mostly good, but I had elevated levels of triglycerides and CPR (c-reactive proteins).  the CPR is likely due to have a stomach flu the week before and slightly during my physical.  Triglycerides mean I am too fat but exercise can fix that.

But I think.. I am a sickly boy for sure.  I wonder how to improve ones immune system.  Or I have AIDS.  Its possible.  I always figure I will die young, thus I should live it up more.

Being so sick and away from work is quite bad... messing up my reputation.  Of course I'm here dying at the J-bank so the future at this place is questionable anyways.  So all in all, I take it step by step, day by day.  No big deal.

Other deeps thoughts.. not so much.  I ponder the gf situation.  While I really like her and enjoy the downtime of being at home and living a peaceful life w/ her, I wonder if once bitten by the big city lights is it not possible to go back to suburb style living?  I do have the urge to go out, party, etc... and this disturbs her quite a bit.  The catalyst for many fights.

For me I'm almost 36.. 36 this month.  Still single.  While not depressing, its not ideal.  I suppose we all had our options back in the days, and we are where we are due to lack of foresight, action, and due to random circumstance.  Only thing we can do is look forward from now.  And at the moment I am not sure what direction is up.