Identity

I got around to watching most of the movies I borrowed from my friends and some I downloaded, etc. I saw Identity, not bad, fairly clever story. I also watched Flags of our Fathers and Two Iwo Jima. Both good, not as deeply touching as thought they'd be, but they get to the point which is that life is short and we are all lucky to live in peace and have the opportunity to live full, rich lives.

I for one am very grateful to our veterans and am shocked at how many would risk their lives like they did. I don't know if I would be so brave and honorable.

Anyways I have been ill this weekend and when I am ill my spirits sink a little. I question myself, my identity, my goals, my being. All the idle time I suppose is what causes this... perhaps lack of focus, or perhaps its the simple feeling of missing something. Anyways don't want to get into this now.

I saw 2 episodes of OC. Damn, people love watching shows like this so they can dream about the good life.. the Newport Beach sons of doctors driving Range Rovers in HS type life.. sheesh. Kinda makes me sick. I wonder how my friend Kawaker can stand being in the school w/ so much privilege youts. I suppose there is no reason to be negative towards them, for they are our future leaders and they were born into it, nothing they can do about it. But nonetheless... I find it a bit unjust compared to so many others. Oh well thats life man.