Out of the game

I admit I'm a bit out of the game. I realized it when I told my friend Baki that she needs to focus and stop trying to find a white knight because those days are past, we r not in our prime. Prime days of a typical girl is 24-27 when you can really lasso your way into a hotshot 25-32yo banker, doctor, lawyer or young man w/ great potential.

Same goes for me, at my age due to my lack of true career status (at my age I really should be a director or something bigger), my ability to reel in younger quality is limited. I thought about this.. when I was 27-28 I went out w/ a pretty hot japanese girl who was from a wealthy family, and then I went out w/ my last ex who was a pretty good looking girl from a rich family. I think at 27 I had a bright future as a hotshot developer, thus my stock was high (options). Now at 35 I haven't done much so my stock is sagging (and options are worthless).

So am I going to settle as my secretary friend says she has been doing lately? I may very well be. While I would love to find the ideal girl I realize it isn't that easy at my age. I'm lucky its easier than it is for a woman in my shoes, but that doesn't help me much.

Note, I started dating a girl at work. Very passionate, such that Tom would be proud! Later she told me she has a boyfriend in Aussieland. Wtf?? I made out w/ her in the elevator the next day. Haha. Story is unfolding.