So tonight I went to meet up w/ this gal Baako who was good friends w/ the infamous j-girl t-gumi i dated back in 2001 that caused a stir in my life. Baako is married now w/ 2 kids, as is the j-girl w/ 1 kid. I gotta say once again, its hard to get back to the pure lust/passion that I had w/ the j-girl t-gumi that I had back in the day... yep it kills me to this day to try to get back to that level.
Anyways it makes me ponder, as Baaoki is married, her younger sister who also came out is in a 3yr relationship, what is important to me. They are (all 3 of these gals) daughters of very wealthy folk -- baako is married to a regular salaryman but due to her own family wealth lives in an elite town equiv to Palo Alto, and drives an Audi, etc. Living well. Yep yep. But I look at her and her sister and think... hmm yeah I could learn to love them, they aren't super hot, but they are cute enough given $10mm in the bank I guess....? But then where are my values, whats important to me?
I don't know the answer. I still strive for passion but my days of being able to find this is slipping.
Anyways I met several girls tonight. Seems if you are hanging out w/ 2-3 girls on your own, girls gravitate towards wanting to meet you. One gal was really cute (white gal). Also ran into another HS classmate of mine. Weird eh?
Anyways thats life. Must focus. My HS friend said I look alot more buff. I said no I'm actually alot fatter. Haha. I love how people mistake my fat for buff. Its genenic.
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