What is on my mind

I took a sleeping pill tonight called Ambien. I need to try to start my week w/ better than my usual 2-3hrs of sleep at a time. I have chronic issues where I wake up every 2-3hrs and do something like check mail, eat an apple, drink water or something. On nights that I come home at 4am, it means I'm up at 7am, on nights I'm trying to get a full night of sleep it is kind of worrisome that it is affecting my waking performance. I cycle thru.. sleep @ midnight, wake at 3, 6, then try to get up at 8am... but alas i think my 3rd cycle is more like 10am so i struggle. lately been waking at 7am to get to work before 8am, which is maybe a better cycle for me.

Anyways given the Ambien I may knock out before saving this and if I wake up in a schitzophrenic craze and kill myself then this is the last log of my activities. I should save this now just in case.

My latest obessions are.
- Tourbillon watches.
- Replacement cell phone
- chicks
- traveling plans for fall and xmas

tourbillon are typically $50,000+ watches but the chinese (those bastards) have started pumping out real tourbillon movements and OEMers are putting them into $500 watches under no-name brands. This may change the market. In fact I may get one of these $500 tourbillons simply for the engineering marvel around them.

My phone's camera died. Ugg.. I love the phone, but love having a camera in it. I find it to be the ultimate in utility to capture any moment. The single flaw is that it has no flash and terrible low-light ability to take pics. To fix/replace my phone will cost $150-$180. Sheesh... what a rip. I could replace w/ a diff model but nothing eclipses what I got now. I could go for an international phone but hmm.. there are cheaper ways to roam internationally. Or maybe I will wait for an iphone to appear in Japan and become one of those groupies.

Travel plans are... spend a week in HK in fall, work out of the office and spock out if I would want to move to HK. Xmas.. maybe spend some time in Hawaii.. maybe spend alot of time in SE asia like Thailand or Vietnam like for 3 weeks if possible. I actually enjoyed saigon alot last time so I think it'd be nice to do a 2-3 week stink out there.

If i use the same gym and routine i was on, i'd be quite healthy (and tanned).

Girls? Hmmm.. I need new material thats all. I witnessed more whiteman game fri night -- hung out w/ 3 guys. I found that they have sigificant advantage, but closing is always a matter of game execution. If you are ultra white great looking then of course no prob. But just a typical good white guy still needs to do something to get a shy girl out and into his apt. whispering, "come to my place" or "lets go fuck" doesn't really work that well I see. Part of the problem is his wing is there holding her back. Must get rid of wing. Anyways 1 guy was doing nothing and getting nothing. 1 guy was on full attack but really didn't get much except amuse some girls. Last guy had many girls pushes his way (by yours truly) but he didnt like any of didn't want to close any as eventually they wandered off.

Oh, I talked to a few, the last one said i should stop touching her. I was like what is this a business meeeting we're a a club whats a little hand on your back and/or leg got you down for. I keep doing it and say you dont like it you can leave, this is our table. I was basically winging my friend, and she was winging hers, so i guess we both didn't give a shit about this situation. I was quite drunk at this point so not sure what I said but something like that. I was like whatever u skank. ahah. a friend once said keep pushing the girls button till they slap you or get up and leave. from a true playa of the game that was told.

thats club life. "in da club"